I’m trying to be happy
To be the real me
I’m trying to make you smile
I hope that you can see
I’m trying to stop hurting
And not to be so sad
I’m trying to end this
So you won’t feel bad
I’m trying to tell you
How much I love you
I’m trying to be honest
Each word I write is true
I’m trying to stop crying
And put down the knife
I’m trying to forget
And carry on with my life
I’m trying to be truthful
Each and everyday
I’m trying protect you
So you will always stay
I’m trying so hard
To be all that I can be
I’m trying to remember
What is like to be me