A Pessimistic Mind

What do you do
When the worlds against you
and there is nothing you can do?

No matter who says they care
They won't ever be there
But everyone will be everywhere

In this world of grinning
My life is spinning
The world is winning

My two ears drank in lies
My eyes can't take anymore cries
My heart, my soul, my mind dies

Too many days gone by
I don't wonder why
Can't argue, too shy

Left all alone
Things were shown
You should have known

Left alone to bleed
While you go and smoke weed
another dirty deed

Your way to late
Left alone with fate
No longer prolonging my wait

Just the time in hell
Sick of living life in a cell
Time to cut and tell

By myself i make a cut
Stuck in a gloomy rut
No more saying "but..but"

All alone in my mind
Nothing left for me to find
Nothing left to do 'cept unwind