My life...

How do i choose
between two boys i love
although whoever i choose to the other boy its never enough...

sometimes ... decisions like this are very ruff...but i stick thru it like every other damn issue in my life

i try to stop myself...but i cant..
do much ... so i turn to a knife...
the blade so sharp...and shiny...

and inside of doing nothing but dieing...so open and active i used to be... so careless of what others think...

but to me right now death,depression,stress in the key link...to my life...