I was a loner.
All by myself.
I adapted to my world
As it shut me out.
I turned my back from the lime light
And stayed with the storm clouds.
And I hoped for the summer
Not for love
But for myself.
I was use to the couples.
The abundance of romance
Even though I was not one of them
I could still stand it.
Then when I was finally happy
With my lonely world
The love of my life.
Stepped threw my front door
We held hands.
And and flirted a lot.
But I didn't love him
on that very spot.
I had been betrayed
Many times before
And I was ready
For him to walk out the door
And never to think twice about us
Being anything other then friends
I'm the type thats only your bud.
And I'm rarely a lover.
So I prepared myself
Not give him another thought
But then we kissed
And my rain clouds cleared
I was in the light
And now without fear
I wouldn't be hurt
Or put down.
Or brought to my saved tears.
Not for him.
Because he loves me.
Inspite of my worn out soul.
