Today was horrible
i was so frustrated at myself and mad
so i ran to the bathroom
because i wanted to cut so bad
i pulled out the knife
made sure no one was there
it didn't really matter
cause no one really cares
i took that knife
and i pressed it to my skin
i did it so many times
over and over again
huh it felt so good
to watch the blood pour out
so much was dripping
yes this is what my life is about
i was feeling so good
so alone and not afraid
please don't let anyone walk in
to god is what i prayed
but then all of a sudden
a girl stormed in the door
i quickly put my utensils
back into my drower
she asked me what had happened
i told her nothing at all
she said your arm is bleeding
is there any way i can help?
i said no i am fine
i new she new what was wrong
after i had left
she ran and grabbed my arm
she told me to show her my arms
i quickly pulled away
she said it wasn't rite
from what i had done that day
i said nothing was wrong over
but she still wouldn't listen
she probably thought all i needed
was some kind of attention
she told an adult
that her friend was hurting them selfs
and she told them she was doing everything
she could to possibly help
so maybe someone did care
about me that on day
it was the girl-who walked in
while i tried taking my life away
yeah this is okay i guess... it truly happened ... uh today was bad... but thanks for reading if you wanna talk more about this then I'm me or something
