For today I found out the solemn truth. What we had was nothing but a lie. You played me like I was some kind of toy. And now I'm ready to die. You were all I had. And obviously I have nothing now. I loved you so much. I just keep wondering how. I thought you loved me too. Looks as if I was wrong. This is my final goodbye. Because I'll be gone before too long. Hold your head up high. Knowing you did this to me. Caused me to write this goodbye. I'm sorry I ever loved you. And I'm sorry I ever cared. I'm sorry..but this is something I have to do. You see my friend, I couldn't stay. After everything you did, after everything you 'had' to say. That horrible truth, peirced right through my skin. Hit my heart, and made it a terrible sin. You hurt me so much, I just couldn't handle it. I miss your touch, and the grasp of you hand. I miss you, why couldn't you understand? ..I guess it's all over, everything is through. And now I'm gone, because of you.
