Cuts

by BloodScars   Apr 13, 2005


They don't care
they don't care at all
when the counselor called
they barely talked to me at all
just what they had to
they didn't say they loved me
they just told me it was wrong
went through their business
like a normal
then when he called again
all my dad did was come in
tell me not to do it
he didn't even tell my mom
she thinks i only did it once
when its 108 to b exact
all the signs where there
never once to care
when i sat crying in my bed
my mom came in
only to yell at me more
everything has gone back down
hill for a long time now
i only have 2 true friends
out of 6 they don't even care
my cuts got deeper
every one they ignored more
till the point my cuts bleed for days
then i was happy
an emotional day for me now
and there is nothing wrong with cutting so i sit my but down
and cut even more
with 3 still open today
when they tell me not to do it
they don't really care
I'm not going to kill myself
its not really that bad
so when I'm angry upset and cold
i take my razor a hold
i press to my skin releasing my pain
all to go away for now
and there is nothing anyone can do bout it

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  • 19 years ago

    by themeuneverseen

    Hun, this really scares me! I used to cut and I relized that the only thing it was doing was hurting myself. Sure it would help then but in the long run, the past does come back to haunt you! If you ever want to talk to someone who has been thorugh wat you r going thru I'm here for ya...alwayz!
    Love ya alwayz.....
    Haily
    XOXOXOXO