My Ways Of Death

When I wake I lie,
When I sleep I cry,
How can I live on?
I just want to die.

I’ve puffed until I’m high
I’ve been sucked until I’m dry.

How should I go?
Let the blood over flow.

Crack my head.
Until I\'m dead

Take a lot of pills,
Get them refilled

Should I hang?
Or go with a bang.

My life is not long,
The pain is to strong
No fears,
Just tears
No more cons
For I am gone.