Will they ever care

For all the tears that I've cried
all the shirts i have stained
all the cuts i have mad
and the food i didn't eat
all to make 2 ppl notice me
the ones who r supposed to care
the most
but they don't they tell me i fat
I'm not worth shit
they don't care that i cut
or even that i cry
all they want is work out of me
the don't see who i really am
and i continue to lie to them
to make them care
they never will
they never will shed a tear
Ive tried talking
Ive tried screaming
Ive tried writing
nothing ever works
so i sit and continue this crap
hoping never to wake up
in the morning
all because my parents don't care