I hate the way I look,
I hate who I am,
I hate me,
So just let me be,
I'm sick of living this lie,
I just wanna die,
I feel like this too much,
It happens all the time,
And the hate for myself grows day by day,
I say it's about time,
I make myself pay,
The knife sounds nice,
Cause myself some pain,
I would maybe be happy,
To let my blood drain,
I hate how I fight with my friends,
And it all turns out bad,
Everything ends,
And again I want to die,
So I'm gonna start that,
Maybe make things better,
Cut myself and relieve the pain,
Let the blood drain,
Be happy for awhile...
--yeah yeah, it sucks, sorry, just need to vent, and this is the easiest way.