Rather be dead

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**Telling me you still love me..

That you do miss me and memories of us still run through your head..

But if your love 4 me is still alive than why do you stay with her..

Laying with her, kissing her, sleeping in her bed..

you've known her for 2weeks been with her for about one and you 2 already boned..

you mean the world 2 me and knowing that you'll never be back is what hurts me so bad..

i miss you..

i think of you day and night..

tossing and turning in my sleep..

i wish things could go back 2 the old days..

me and you happy again..

your all i want and if i cant have you than i wont date anyone else..

if i had 2 choose 2 be with someone else or die..

Than Ron I'd rather be dead..**

** i know it's bad but i had 2 write something because thats how I'm feeling right now.. so please comment and vote I'm begging...**