As I stare into the water and I think of what went wrong,
I'm trying to figure out why he is in my heart and where I belong...
As tears run down my face and I stare at my ceiling,
I wish I wasn’t crying I wish it was just a dream…
I don't know what is wrong with me I'm just so confused,
I've been told by someone before that he loved me but then i was used..
I told him I have deep feelings for him so strong and so true,
But then he left me crying, and lying broken into two...
A girl and boy that are not meant to be
Were together cause he lied to me..
His real personality the person he is
I only saw his smile and how he looked like he loved me...
I loved a guy with all my heart
But he didn't love me right from the start..
I don’t understand he was the one who wanted me
Why did he pursue for so long if he didn't love me?
He had a girl, he had found someone new,
But when will I get the chance to smile and be happy too?..
Why did i fall in love with one of my best friends,
Just to screw up the friendship in the end?..
He promised me right from the start
That me and him would never part
Even if we were not together
We would always be friends and that might even be better
But that was a lie that i believed to be true,
That we were too good of friends to ever let anything through,
Im so naive i thought i could trust
But now i know solitude is a must,
Sitting, wishing, waiting for you to come back...
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