You begged and begged for it all, but the main problem was that I was a bit too tall. You were the teacher I was the student, you said I was doing fine, but I thought that it was just a lie.
I can't believe that I did it even after everything that happend. Now I some what regret it for you did it with my best friend. I swore I would never do it, but I did, and that kinda made me sick.
But now as I, sit I realize the fact that to you I meant nothing. You got what you wanted, I hope your glad, for the only emotion I feel is a feeling of being sad.
That night seemed to last so long, and my emotions were just so strong. They were just to strong to explain, even after when I started to feel the pain.
I felt the pain because we did it at the worst time. Between my best relationship ever, and the loss of my best friend. I lost my relationship mainly do to me talking to you, and I lost my friend mainly to not buying him beer.
Well look dear, that night was great and for me it wasn't a mistake. But as you never called after it all, I got the hint. that it was just a one night stand.
It meant nothing at all for the the great falls that I took for you. But now I'm just like a bug on the bottom of you shoe, I wish that in the future when you choose the words you say will be "it's you!" who I choose.
