Never thought

I never thought of how I would've felt
If I thought I might lose you
I never thought of what I would've dealt with
If I thought you were through

See I know you've been hurt
But you have no clue
How you scared us
Today, this morning, it's true

See we got a call
Saying you were missing
You're truck was found- smashed
But you were no where to be found
See we knew you were trashed
'Cause you couldn't take away the pain
Caused by the rain
Last year yesterday
When your friends were taken away

When we were told
We both screamed no
And let our feelings unfold
You are our best friend ya know?
We could help but feel responsible
For what we thought happened to you

Later they called and said you were found
That you would be alright
Now you're sitting in the hospital
Trying to fight

You're trying to get better
You're trying to be free
You want your pain to go away
But unfortunately it will always be

Dave we love you
SO please be safe
We don't ever wanna lose you

~This goes out to my friend dave, yesterday a year ago is two best friends John and Geno died in a Spencer car accident, and he hasn't been doing to good. Yesterday my friend ange and I knew he was goin out to drink, but we thought he'd be okay. Today ange got a call saying he was missing and all we could do was think the worst. But then they called back a half hour later saying he was okay and he was found.... we love you Dave, thank you for everything~