I'm drowning puddle of
tears, searching for away out of
my endless painful fears
they burn my soul, as i grow
weak i call out but no one hears
me, they keep on laughing, on the
outside i look OK but inside i am
dying.
i am lying to everyone
i am betraying myself, i need to get
out of this endless pit of hell i need
to be true
i need to climb out of the grave
I've been digging, the one i long to
fall into one day to die alone.
dying is my only way
to get my life back. it has already
begun and no one can stop it, my
soul is ashes and now nothing
more, i am losing my life
slowly, as i grow weak
they grow stronger they gain from my misery and pain
the pain causes by endless
years of hatred and crying,
all of the horrible nights
that my tears where my eyelids
the endless pit of hell was my
pillow
as i cry my self into a endless
sleep.
