Just Leave

Someone new has stepped into my life
tried to make me believe again
You have wanted so much from me but most of all to love me
I’m sorry if I don’t feel that this could last
I apologize for not holding you as close as you would like
I can’t help but push away a little
Not trying to be cruel but I want you to know that I do care about you
But I’m not sure I’ll ever feel safe again loving someone this much
You’ve stuck with me through all my trials, through all the good times and the bad but now I know you can feel how I drift away from you a little
I don’t mean to hold back but I can’t let this all show yet
Still not sure if I can love you
Still unsure if I’ll ever be able to trust you
You don’t deserve to be put through this you deserve someone to love you full heartedly and without hesitation
And I can’t do it
You have stepped into my life and I pushed you out
I know I’m running from love but the cost of my last race was so high I don’t think I’ll ever get it back
My heart was broken, and now you want me to give it to you
There’s no way to give something away that has already been so badly torn and tattered
I wish I could make you see that I’m not worth all this pain, I’m not worth the effort you are putting out
I do care about you but I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to give you as much as you want from me