Emerging Pain

~ Emerging Pain ~

Lingering hatred, a source only known for destruction,
Pouring emotion, soothing with each twisted slice,
A lost soul, fading with each tainted memory,
A person who’s humanity, you wouldn’t look at twice.

Seeping, seething, swelling, flesh glints with fear,
Momentary nirvana, ecstasy flowing from me,
My battered heart left withered and bruised,
A torture that only shows, internally.

Loneliness breeding, hope flakes in the darkness,
Suffering slowly, as the pain draws near,
Allowing my daemons to create another beast,
To transform me once more, to my deepest fear.

Silence is threatening, death whispers my name,
My flawed lifeless body can only succumb,
Drawn to the hideous pleasure I need,
This is only a time, when I come undone.

Sore, screwed and scarred, a freak left to rot,
A malicious being, my only purpose is pain,
To live life in tears, soaked blood streamed eyes,
A broken girl, with nothing to gain.