It hurts inside
I swallow my pride
And press down
To a time your not around
I remember the pain
Driving me inside
Killing me slowly
Stopping my heart coldly
Now with you
It hurts times two
For the pain I caused
My heart will be paused
Bleeding fast
Will I last
Down my arm
My self harm
Dripping on the floor
Lightheadedness I adore
Eyes shut tight
I give up this fight
