I never believed
in love at first sight,
i never believed i could
meet anyone so right.
you made me laugh
and you made me smile,
i thought the wait
might be worthwhile.
yet one problem
still stood in our way,
your girlfriend became
our constant delay.
you respected her
and maybe even loved her,
your feelings for me
had become a blur.
i thought that maybe
i could handle it,
i was so wrong
that i will admit.
in front of me
you two both stood,
you looked so happy
i must have misunderstood.
because don't
ever be mistaken,
i WAS yours
for the taking.
but for everyday
i had to wait,
my heart slowly
began to break.
i can no-longer be
your second best,
it is nothing more
than just a stupid contest.
and as it seems
you have chosen her,
she is the one
you must prefer.
i cant believe
i ever thought,
i might have a chance
at the love i sought.
I'm just another girl
with a mind of her own,
apparently to live
and to love alone.
besides what am i
so upset about,
i was waiting for rain
in a drought.
i don't know why
i feel so sad,
because i cant lose something
i never even had!
