As i open up to allow you to come in how afraid i am it could end up in a mistake...
As you love to test my emotions
but now you have tested my weakness
As i set in anger thinking how i can i still want to care?
but want to give you up? for you've made it clear
clear that I'm truly not yours! and your not mine!
I become scared as i try to hold the tears back for now i believe we've destroyed what was once something great
As now we will have to rebuild or be left to start all over
for it is to deep of a cut just to let it escape
how i was starting to fall but you've pushed to cause me to not be able to continue to fall.
As now i begin to ask my self if your even real
or do you even really care? how slowly you remind me of the one who has destroyed so much of my heart
the one who left me to bleed as i start to fade
fading from life to wonder where the pain will stop
realizing the cut is to deep as now my heats slowly down leaving me numb and confused wondering if it was a mistake to open up and let you in...when you've reminded me of the one i don't want to love anymore...
