Another day(just venting)

Another day,another page to add to my notebook when it's full it will be the end of my days, for some reason i can't wait, i want to all my pain to go away no one can help me now, now that I'm so far gone they may think they can but they can't god i hate them so much my tears are falling like rain, i want it to stop raining so bad, but it never will i know it won't, just let me go, runaway i can make it to my grave all on my own.

i know it's bad, but i just wanted to write something so wouldn't cut. (plz comment on how i can make it better)