Am i selfish? i ask myself everyday
Things would be totally different if i had it my way.
Am i selfish for not wanting my sister in my life?
Am i selfish for not wanting my mom to be a wife?
Am i selfish for just wanting my brother and mother and i all alone?
Am i selfish for not wanting a step father to provide us our home?
Am i selfish for not giving him a chance to win me over?
Because i'm glad he's here
Finding a man like him is harder than finding a four leaf clover
Or am i selfish for not wanting another sibling?
I wanted it the way it was before we had her i wanted the same old thing.
But i'm glad my mom had her and she's such a joy to all of us.
I'd give up anything to take back the words i said, because i thought have her just wasn't a must.
But at the end of the day all i could do is cry.
Sit and cry and just wonder why?
Why i'm so selfish and why i said those horrible things?
My stepfather turned out to be a great guy and my mom got three rings.
She's always wanted those why should i take those away?
She deserved them god knows the things he put in her way.
But in the end everything worked to the best.
My selfishness was then put to rest.
