Motive of A killer Self

Have you ever wondered what death feels like?

Have you ever imagined yourself with a knife?

Cutting till the pain is released to the end.

Waiting as your blood spills an begins to blend.

Answers with an enigmatic puzzle you must solve as your mind begins to go insane.

Then when you find the key You have that sudden release from pain.

As i gaze into you, you feel me pulse with sorrow inside.

My life is a nothingness just trying to hide.

A black heart turns into dust with every desire.

Hoping to live again so it beat returns like popped tires.

Blowing out of proportion in a social distortion.

I'm finding all the regression as we go through remorse and discretion.

And as we travel in our minds through this arid waste land.

It reveals the death within us where we plainly stand.

Suicide with a soul so dark Its so hard to see.

Just loneliness fills you wondering where your going to be.

The blackness then thickens death becomes your only friend.

He waits for you in manic behavior as your life slowly ends.

Displaying a mind with subliminal thoughts.

Your body becomes a piece of trash as it sits and rots.

Twisted images find their way in to you where
madness begins.

This life of an eternal abyss traps the only source you have to live in.