All my power!!

Its taking all my power, and all my might , just to stay in this fight, I'm not going to let you win, i will not let u win, things are rough but I'm gonna get threw this, your screaming and yelling is what is tearing us apart, i hate you, just stay away, on the phone with you again, the fighting still hasn't stop, on the phone again i take the razor to my wrist, blood starts to poor, my friend jumps and screams, take the razor and makes me hang up the phone, you may be getting to me but I'm gonna use all my power to win, off the phone i pretend to not care, tears start to go down, i hate you die, i take the blade again, and finish to let the blood flow, i cut a little to deep and it wont stop flowing, the pain is killing me, I'm using all my power to not let you bother me, i try and hid the slices from my friends, the ones that see it just make it hurt more, the clothing rubbing against it is killing me, the pain hurts and I'm using all my power just to go threw this hurtful day, i hate you I'm not going to let you win, stay out of my way because all my power is coming your way.