As I sit here alone,
All in my almost fear,
My life has always been different.
I try not to cry
But the pain just comes back,
I want my life to change
I want to start over but its hard.
Everyone that I know hates me
In some way or another
I want to tell someone about this person,
Something about this boy.
But if I do I know
They will hate me even more.
This boy is someone sweet
Someone nice and kind.
If I could just get him
To notice me just once.
Just one little thing if I didn't
Look like how I look now this person
Might see me in a different way.
I wish I was pretty, not ugly
Skinny no fat,
I want to make it that way
But if will never happen
What can i say I love
This Boy with everything
in my heart and soul.
So just maybe one day.
He will notice me.
But until then i cry inside
And my heart is breaking.
this has a very good reason why i wrote it and to make a long store short i love this boy but this boy just don't know it. and its hard to face the pain anymore so i write and it goes away
