Bully

So many times did I fall for your tricks,
You laughed at me because you could.
So many times did you tell all your friends,
They laughed too because they thought they should.

Couldn't stand being the fool so I locked myself up,
Couldn't stand the crying so I locked myself up,
Couldn't stand the cold laughs so i locked myself up,
Couldn't stand the humiliation so I locked myself up.

So many times you battered and bruised me,
You didn't realize it was hurting me inside aswell,
So many times you tripped me and laughed at me,
You didn't realize that my spirit also fell.

Ashamed of the bruises so I hid away,
Ashamed of my broken soul I hid away,
Ashamed of the ridicule I hid away,
Ashamed of myself now I hid away.

So may times you disregarded me,
You never knew I had feelings too,
So many times you abused me,
You knew I'd never do it back to
you.

Angry at the abuse I beat myself up,
Angry at your words I beat myself up,
Angry at your friends I beat myself up
Angry at myself I beat myself up.

After a while you forgot about me,
You found a knew vulnerable kid,
After a while he was the victim
I was all alone.

All alone I took the knife out
All alone I began to bleed
All alone I suffered slowly
All because of your greed.