So sick of feeling like no one is there
Even though I can name all the people who say they care
Saying you love me, do I feel the same?
I have given up on beating this never ending game
Ice cold tears fall from my eyes
Invisible to all but me, I shed my thoughts like old skin
Never wanted help from anyone
My barriers are raised high so no one can see in
Mix and match, pick and mix
Emotions are so lost within the mess I have made of this
Dancing round, with manic glee
I am the hidden body, deep within the shadows, you can’t see
Toss and turn each night
Buried deep within loneliness and despair, away from you
Can’t quite decide who to be
My mask is wearing thin, don’t know what’s real nor see what’s true
* A bit strange, but I just needed to write something to get it all out :P*
