Andrew

Friends becoming enemies
All because of drugs
Anger, depression
Thoughts of suicide

Losing sight
Of what use to be right
Sorry to tell you
But you’re losing the fight
Getting lost in the night
Cold and alone
You’re left on your own
With one wrist slashed to the bone

You can’t control yourself
You have no soul
Your only goal
Is to get your fix
Just to make it
Through the day
Without anyone telling you
What they have to say
Cause you know
That they are right
But still you put on a show
Everywhere you go

You want them to like you
Afraid of rejection
You turn to drugs (marijuana)
It’s your only friend
The only one
Who can mend your pain

But still
You hate
Who you’re becoming
It’s driving you insane
You can’t contain
All this shit
You’re going through
You think
There’s nothing left
For you to do
Yet you wish
Somehow someone knew
You wish
Someone could understand
But still
You come to find
Yourself alone
Hidden behind
Your disguise of lies
But it’s not hard
To see it in your eyes

The change is too much
For you to handle
You can’t stand the thought
Of even one sober day
Specially when nothing
Has gone your way

You look
Left to right
But you don’t move
Just sit alone
Through the cold dark night
Waiting for day
To come around
Too afraid
To make a sound
You lay curled on the ground
Waiting to buy
Waiting to die

And you grow old
And still your cold
You wish you could
Take back
All the lies that you told
Wish you could get back
Your soul you sold
To the devil

But you can’t change
Who you’ve become
You won’t change
But still you hate you
You just think it’s all too late

So Andrew if you don’t change
This who
You’ll be…

You’ll be
Just like me

This is for Andrew cause he is getting into drugs and changing and everything and I don’t want him to end up being like me…