I'm trying hard to say all the words inside
I'm pushing hard to not lose all my pride
I want to scream, shout, run and fight
I want to die with every last bit of might
There's too much pressure on top of me
For some reason no one seems to see
I hate how i can't manage to express
I hate how I seem like such a depress
Silly little things get in my way
I can never get what I want to say
It annoys me how I struggle constantly
I wish that somehow I could be free
Deep down in a hole inside
Is the tears that i have cried
Like a well of water below
Slowly, they will go...
My body begins to ache
Symptoms I don't fake
Winter is coming so close
And I don't want to pose
Your words a wall between us
You always make me hush
I never get a word in of what i feel
So I have no way of learning to deal
Power you think you have over me
But the truth you don't seem to see
No matter how I yell and shout
It never wants to come on out
