I...

I don't know why i feel like this
but I'v felt this way for awhile
its no longer easy for me to smile

I cant be like everyone else
having a good time
Is more like committing a crime

I want to be like every other teen
having a good time
lighting up the green
but not even that can change the way i feel
Suddenly things re just to hard to even reveal

I just want to sit at home all alone
anything and everything i try to postpone
ans yet my reasons still unknown