When ever

When i look into your eyes, i may start to cry,
The day that you broke up with me, i wanted nothing but to die,
You could break my heart a million times,
But that will never change the way i feel inside,
We've already tried it, about three times,
Every time we went apart, it was to hard to keep inside,
You were my first love, and i know why,
Every time you would smile at me, i felt all funny inside,
It wasn't;t bad, i knew it was right,
When ever i seen you i wanted to cry,
When ever i was with you, i would miss you no lie,
Cause sooner or later, i knew you would leave my side,
I've tries so hard, to hold it in, not to cry,
But as soon as you walked away, i broke down inside,
I wanted to be together, past the days that we've died,
But i guess it won't happen, not now or next lifetime,
Now theres someone else, looks just like me this time,
I guess it wasn't meant to be, I'll try not to cry?!?