Waking up with tears in my eyes
In a world I hate and despise
Putting on cloths not good enough
Cool is something I cant bluff
Walking the streets fast
Trying not to think of the past
I get to school late again
Once I was on time, don't remember when
Eight hours of hurt
What is this really worth
Then bell rings and I don't want to go
But I have to the teacher said so
I come home and I'm all alone
I cant talk to my friends on the phone
Or even be able to go outside
Consequences from the times Ive cried
Mom gets home straight from the bar
I go in my room trying to stay far
Sitting on my bed thinking of a better day
Wishing life wouldn't have to be this way
Then I close my eyes to tear lined eyes
And prepare for tomorrows silent cries
