Everybody sees my dripping tears
thinking why the world never clears
As i try to go to sleep
patiently trying not to weep
as my pillow gets soaking wet
with my guilt and regrets
burning pillow by my face
to my parents I'm a disgrace
i finally choose to sit up
stumbling,walking,tipping the cup
everybody sees my dripping tears
but they don't know my killing fears
my girlfriend left without a trace
but told me why,just in case
I'm going through life
with a black eye
people start to laugh
i start to cry
everybody sees my dripping tears
even my long life lasting peers
but they don't ask me why i cry
bet you they wont care if i die
my grades are dropping low
my friends just say goodbye
every question i didn't know
i just always wonder why
i didn't care anymore
about anything in life
all that people want is war
so i start it with a knife
bloods and crips are everywhere
even up in middle school
jumping people isn't fair
but now people think its cool
i cant deal with it anymore
here's the gun in front of my eye
i do not want a second chance
just let me forever die
let me face it by myself
I'm going to end the fears
I'm taking the only way through it
by dripping my blood tears
