No More Tears

by Eibutsina   Apr 16, 2005


I know I am the one with the problem
I am so quick to blame everybody else
Let my guard and become so defensive
In reality I should have a look at myself.
Why is that so many people
Seem to be driving me literally insane
Truth is, it’s me that’s completely mental
About me they no doubt do feel the same.
It makes me sick in the stomach
That I have been blind and stupid for long
I am the underlying issue and reason
That all these people and I don’t get along.
It’s fake, but I try to be a nice person
Apparently my acting isn’t as good as I thought
I’m both saddened and disgusted by myself
And for all the pointless times I have fought.
The reality has somewhat hit me now
I’m scared and am unsure of what I can do
I have never felt a more deep nor vile hatred
No strength left to continue fighting through.
I’ll do myself and the world a favour
Tonight when I lay to rest, I will quietly die
I can’t go on anymore with such despise for myself
And I have no more tears left to cry.

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  • 19 years ago

    by ღ Christina ღ

    Very nice poem! 50

  • 19 years ago

    by Eibutsina

    Thanks Nobody an honest mistake I will edit accordingly - Thanks for your honesty and criticism :o)

  • 19 years ago

    by Pianist

    A little cliche... better than the average, but still cliche.

    "About me they not doubt do feel the same."

    I think you meant...

    "About me they no doubt feel the same"

    Either you simply made a mistake, or that sentence makes no sense at all.

  • 19 years ago

    by Chelsey

    :-O!!! I'm in so much tears right now..I swear I will beat every person who makes you feel the way you do Eirisa.. You are to much of a beautiful person and always quick to help people and I think people who make you feel that way are jealous...You are SO STRONG and my idol sis and nothing would be the same with you gone...I know life is a pain in the a s s but trust me....it will soon be better..Keep your head up sunshine...everything will be ok...
    I love you sis forver and always
    5/5
    ~Chelsey~

  • 19 years ago

    by Eibutsina

    Loosing Grip - You're right not just yet just had a shockingly emotionally draining week is all - thanks for your support

    Dora - always welcome my Aussie Melbournian buddy :o)

    Zypherex - Thanks for taking the time to give me your perspective my friend - as I mentioned earlier just had a shocker and writing helps me deal with my emotions - I'll have to check out your latest...

    Thundersrose - Thanks my angel you really should take some of your advice darling - just like everyone else I have miserable days and today was just one of them - I would never leave Chelsey or my boys alone in this world under these circumstances - i know I have so much to live for, sometimes though you can't blame me for wondering why I bother though - its all good babes Im a soldier - always :o)

    Angela and Unloved - Thanks :oP

    Bert - Your words of wisdom are always welcome here my friend - thanking you kindly

    =Eirisa=

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