One Good Reason

I'm tired of living..
I'm tired of hurt..
cuz even though were over you still treat me like dirt

I'm tired of waking up..
and putting on a fake smile..
I'm sorry but these tears, don't only last awhile

after you left me..
no one wanted me back..
my life without you is never on track

you said i would be ok..
you said i would be fine..
but i guess that was just another one of your lines

everyone told me..
said that i would get over you..
but I'm sorry to say that lie is not true

she has got everything i don't..
shes prefect and sweet..
if i tried to get you back i would be faced with defeat

i want to forget..
i want to let go..
but my tears wont melt as easy as the snow

what hurts the most..
is that i wanted you back..
even though i felt under attack

i wish i didn't feel this way..
i wish it was not fake..
i guess i know now I'm just one big mistake

I'm tired of living..
I'm tired of my life..
give me one good reason for not reaching for the knife!