I love my boyfriend
And its only been a week
And he has feelings for me
But he has love for another
They broke up
A short time before us
And though its now over
They had 11 months
I meet her last night
And part of me wanted to kill her
Because of the phone calls to him
When were together
He wouldn't kiss me
And he wouldn't play
But neither of us wanted to
With her in the way
The other part of me wanted me to just leave
Because I know what Jana's going threw
Because Ive been betrayed like this before
And this is true
But mine was with a friend
That my old lover went to
Not some blonde
from a whole different high school
The words burn in my mouth
When I want to say them
I hold them
Because I want to see him
I know its wrong
To hold this inside
But there are two worlds
Are starting to collide.
I pick one flower
And get to the last peddle
Its says he loves me
And it stays there all alone on the flower
For now it will
I will not pick it
Till hes able to move on from her
I will not pluck it
I'm not a rebound
I'm a rebel
And till now Ill be the lonely peddle
With out a choice on what to do
Till someone else does it for me
*The words I long to say are merely
I love you Casey*
