Standing here motionless,
heart on the floor,
Broken up in pieces, bleeding more than ever before.
I can't move an inch because whatever i do i think of you,
my first true love,
i can't belive its through.
I cant concentrate on anything except you,
trying to figure out if you actually know how much i love you.
When i try to speak,
I only say your name,
no one could ever fill the void you left in my heart exactly the same.
My minds' eye only sees you no matter what time of day,
it replays the time when you turned and walked away.
My soul can't take it,
the loneliness is too much to bear,
i hope you're happy with him since you don't seem to care.
My hands are tembling,
tears falling down my face,
but then i move quickly and give the knife a swift embrace.
*this is dedicated to samla v. My first love and Girl i just cant seem to get out my head...Samla, i love you...*
