Holding on

As she holds on for her life,
shes holding me so tight,
she is not alright,
shes scared and all white,
she lies there all night,
while I'm watch ting her at night,
shes wide awake and fights,
for her agony her pain,
so as i try to be polite,
try to fight,
her pain; so she remains alright,
she lies there quietly,
while feeling contrite.

so as its turning late,
shes relying on her faith,
which is to stay alive and wait,
so as I'm walking straight,
here in this giant estate,
i walk forward to the gate,
and as i see her, and i can relate,
on how much hate,
that i had create.

she hadn't shown her face,
shes in disgrace,
and feels like she had been replace,
but as she tries to embrace herself,
her soul gets erased.

so as the debris,
covers my eyes,
i see nothing but her cries,
so as i try to,
rise up to actually see,
she falls down further in lies.

so as some nights,
she lies in her bed,
with her eyes,
gleaming with cries,
staring at the open sky,
she is only there to imply,
that she didn't want to say goodbye.

so as i notice everything she said,
shes lying there instead,
it sounds like shes barley holding on, but only by a thread.

so as i see her depressed,
it ain't no protest,
shes simply lying here possessed,
that she has no communication and no rest,
she cant even eat nor digest,
shes just lying here dressed,
in the same cloths, stressed.

so as it turns light,
and as the sun shines bright,
she puts the shades down,
and hides in the night,
so as I'm trying so hard to make her feel alright,
she runs away,
so as I'm looking directly towards her face,
she hides again,
and as I'm waiting for a smile,
she looks at me and fakes it,
to incite her fake happiness.

so as shes always on my mind,
i have found,
that shes behind,
just plainly blind,
and confined,
so as I'm trying to remind,
her that shes my friend,
she just.. falls behind.

i really wish she can be normal again,
where see didn't contain,
all this pain,
all this strain,
so as i try to attain,
all the anger she had held,
i slowly step away where she had once remained,
and as shes going insane,
i turn around walking away.

and as she looks behind,
she finds,
a letter on the bed,
and as her cries,
were blinding her eyes,
and so as she feels dismay,
she opens it up,
and as it displays,
notes and pictures,
her eyes were steady in a way,
while she decays,
and as she thought she was betrayed,
and as she thought she was the one with pain,
she then looked at her face in her mirror,
and explained to herself,
that she was the one who obtained,
the evil that she thought remained,
in him..

so as she sits there sustained,
that she was the one who had betrayed,
and she was the one who contained,
which she knew certain,
that it was her,
she falls back down in a lane,
where theres nothing to attain,
just darkness where she had once remained.