Know the way... You dont love me

Are we going to live this way forever,
Always saying never,
And to be scared to go outside to see you,

To march up to that person.
And start out yelling and cursing,
And Be scared to start a life with you,

No i cannot find the word,
To say hello to you,
And i don't want to think about,
L o s i n g you,

But i won't forget the night,
When i held my pillow all so tight,
Thinking about you,
Now answer,
Do you love me too,

Its not a simple answer,
I waited a life time for,
I've literally,
Waited to see you,
Walk thought my front door,

Because i know that deep inside,
There is something your trying to hide,
But please come outside with me,
And you will,

See the way i love you,
Know that i love you,
Will be there because i love you,

And I'll know why...

You don't Love me...