No matta what happens i want u to know
that i will be eternally grateful for the love and the friendship u have given me.
U mean more to me than u could imagine.
U have allowed me to be myself without judgment and feel totally comfortable around u.
I'm sorry if i worry u when i become upset around u, i cant explain why i do become upset,maybe its the fact that I'm not use to the special closeness that we share and i don't really know how to accept it.
So many different feelings arise when u love someone and this is the first time it has happened to me, so please excuse my immaturity.
Although its been hard for me to accept the amount of time we can spend together, it doesn't change the way i feel i hope it hasn't changed none of your feelings either, which i fear it has.
It brings tears to my eyes and puts a lump in my throat just thinking i could lose u.
Please be careful with me, my heart is in your hands.
U may not think u make much of a difference, but your reassuring touch means the world to me.
we have had many adventures and i hope to have many more......
