You're My angel

This is long but it would mean a lot to me if you read it and commented.

Your eyes lite up the world,
Blonde curls dangle from your freckled face
Like a pillow always there to comfort,
Innocence of children a friend ship never broken.

The water as it slashed against your legs,
The smile from cheek to cheek ear to ear,
Your world of happiness filled with peace

Then i was told,
How do you explain cancer to a seven year old,
Words don't describe the feeling
Questions I didn't know the answer to
Words no longer had meaning

As i watched it eat away at you
A piece of me was lost never to forget
Six months to live no life left
How was i meant to react what did you think i would do

How do you talk on the phone and not know if its the last time you speak
you were my angel and always shall be
Secrets we shared never to be told
Just between me and you forever and ever
Like we promised each other

Two lives that come together
How was i meant to say goodbye
A friendship shared shall never be lost
Trust was something i did not possess only you i could confide in my secrets and thoughts

I hear you laughing and my throat tightens
Eyes swell with water i can barley breath
The day i saw the newspaper
Confirming what i had dreaded for seven years

I visited you grave
White roses represented your newly found wings
How am i meant to accept this fate
Everyday i wish to see you once more
Bring you back and let you live
Death can take me instead

There are so many memories
None of which IL ever forget
But dreaded worries eat away at me
The picture of you fading
I'm scared

I love you so much you were my best friend
May your soul rest in peace its what you of all people most deserve

May you be held in the palm of Gods hand and forever consoled
If you can hear me
Just know that you were the best friend
i could ever have dreamed of
I just wish i could have told you that before it was too late

R.I.P Sorcha Kelly 11 September 1989 to the 30 of June 2003 one of my best friend she struggled with brain cancer for seven long years I love you so much and I miss you!

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