How i feel!!

I want to write so bad
All these crazy things going on in my head
I want you to know how I feel inside
How much crap you put me through
And all the trouble I dodged for you
You know I hurt real badly too
But I cant write them
Because I cant stand the thought of hurting you
Even after everything I have been through
All the lies you told to me
I see them all so clearly now
I really wish you would have just told me the truth
I promised I wouldn’t get mad
But you lied and now I wonder if you’re true
I always tried to be a best friend to you
How could you treat me like that
Real friends know how to act
But I guess its all in the past
And now only time will tell
What the future calls for

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