The hidden truth about me

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The hidden truth
is beneath the lies
i am not really
who i appear
to be i am not
a con artist,
i am not
a character in a movie
my pain is not unreal
it is my reality
the only lies i know
are yours all these
years and all these
lies never once did
you tell me the real
thing always a smile
on your face when
a frown was supposed
to be in its place
your eyes are the only
thing that tell the truth
the deciete and lies
you have told are over
no more lies because the
lies you have told have
torn me up inside
i cry myself to sleep
every night because
the pain you have caused me
and the hidden truth about me
is that i am the one that
caused the pain,
the tears and
i was the one
that told those lies
i am my own worst enemy
my own worst critic