The Boy I Wish I Could Have

Tears i am crying now
for the things that make me feel so down
but i smile when i think of his face
i cant stand he is not my race
his eyes,my god, peer into my soul
making me feel whole
he has been by my side for a about a year
but i have nothing to fear
i love him with all my heart
even after it has been torn apart
best friends we have become
but i want to be his someone
childish love is what they say
but i live my life my way
i chose my path
you can face my wrath
if they try to take him away from me
so let me be with the boy i wish i could have