I cant pretend

I'm tired of keeping it a secret
i want you to know
i want to tell you everything
all the feelings i want to show

i know we're different
and i know we're friends
but I'm tired
i cant pretend

i cant pretend that my feelings are fake
i cant pretend I'm happy when it's a lie
I'm tired of hiding it
it's killing me inside

i want to be with you
i know thats not how you feel
but i couldn't go on
pretending my feelings for you weren't real