Let Me Cry

As the days roll by,
so slow.
i watch everyone having fun.
while I'm left feeling low.

they think I'm fine,
they say it'll be over in a while.
but it wont be.
I'll still be hiding behind this smile.

the tears are building inside me,
i wish they would just come out.
but its so hard.
it hurts so bad it makes me shout.

I'm still pretending to be just fine,
even though I'm not.
i need someone now
i really wish this feeling would stop.

i really do hope all this gets better.
i know it would if i could only cry.
but i cant, its too hard.
so i guess it will just have to stay inside.