TESSA...i miss you and i hate it here

All though your not here,
you know I'll always be there,
but its not the same,
and i can hardly bear.

the tears flow down my eyes,
each and every night,
and it gets even worse,
when your not there to hold me tight.

its great when I'm there,
but then i am gone again,
and without you,
depressed is all i am.

i try to think of how it would be,
for me to just be there,
but the fact that I'm here,
is not even close to fair!