Last Poem

I miss you so much,
From morning till night.
Why did you have to go,
Right out of my sight?

Everytime I see you,
Feels like going through a fever.
Hoping you're happy to see me.
My heart starts to shiver.

Looking in your eyes,
I mumble on what to say.
Just staring at you there,
It takes my breath away.

Every little thing,
Reminds me of the past,
Both the good and bad memories,
I wish that it would last.

Every single night,
Your smile goes through my head,
Thinking bout us both,
As tears fall down my bed.

I really don't know why,
But you're always on my mind.
I tried to roam elsewhere,
But you're all that I can find.

But it seems to me,
To you it's like any normal day.
You don't even take a look behind,
To see if I'm doing okay.

Would you smile,
Everytime I passed you by?
Or would you see me,
As just some regular guy?

If you had already let go,
The joy we shared together.
There would be no point for me,
To be holding on forever.

If you hate me being around,
And if you're not willing to give me a try.
Then what more can I do,
But walk away with tears in my eyes.

If you no longer care bout me,
And if I'm no longer in your heart.
Pick up the phone and call me,
And I'll set myself apart.

If that's how much I mean to you,
And that's how it's really going to end.
I'll let you go with all my heart and soul,
And you'll never have to hear from me again.