Ever felt like this?

Ever felt so cold inside
that not even a fire could warm you up?
ever felt so empty at night
that not even food could fill you up?
ever felt so alone everywhere?
that not even 50 people could help you out?

this is how i feel
and its making me frustrated
every time i turn around
theres another problem to be found

all this world is bringing to me
is just a barrel of nothingness
nothingness and insults
these scars upon my wrists
they prove to you of my pain

please, don't let me drown
I'm falling
drowning in this hole
this empty hole
the one i can't escape

swirling my crimson blood around
as it sits upon my wrists
as i continue to gash
my wounds continue to fix

looking at my master peice,
feeling sort of tired
lie down on my comfy bed
Please Lord
let me put my fears to rest!!!

(C) Lucy Green

*if anyone else has ever felt this way please tell me because i need to know that I am not the only one...thank you so much!!!*