Living Is What I Fear...

It’s almost been a week now
Since you’ve walked away
And I thought this would get easier
With every passing day

But I found that I was wrong
Because this pain I still do feel
And all this makes a scar
That I'm sure will never heal

You told me that you loved me
But I know that was a lie
For if you truly cared for me
You wouldn't leave me here to die

And the truth is that I'm sad
Cause I don't know what to do
I really want to be with you
And I wish that you did too

I wish that you would call me
Or talk to me online
Because then I could be sure
That everything is fine

You said you’d never hurt me
Or ever make me frown
But once again you lied
Leaving me feeling down

You say there's still a chance
That we might go back out
But after all you’ve done to me
I have my many doubts

I wish that you could see
These endless tears Ive cried
Because all the pain you caused me
Is the reason I almost died

But of course it didn’t work
Hence why I'm still here
Death just doesn’t scare me
But living is what I fear

So now ill sit here crying
Hoping you’ll come back to me
And then I could finally smile
Because together we would be....

...right this sucks....vote if you choose...